(Originally published to my Livejournal, CreamsodaAngel).

Another one of the those days when I feel as thought I’ve hit a mental road block. I really hate those days. Especially days when I need that spring of creativity that’s ready to be tapped and used. I would just put this mental block down to being tired, because in all forms I feel tired. But am I really tired, or is it just in my mind? After all, I did sleep 10 hours last night…

My marathon of a semester is almost finished. I have some visual lab assignments and projects to finish up on (plan to go to campus and do this tomorrow, because I don’t have Illustrator or Final Cut), then my book marketing final, then my visual studies final project, then my take home exam, then my publishing in Canada final and then I’m done for the semester. Phew. It’s just going to be a marathon up until then.

I think it’s funny how I try to overextend myself sometimes. I expect myself to be so much, and yet I twitter away my time doing pointless things that contribute nothing to what I set out to do. Like today, I spent a few hours just sitting staring at the computer screen, hoping for someone to post on Federation Space because I had nothing better to do (well, I could have studied… but see my note about being tired and the mental block). I need to kick myself with some motivation.

… My chair is bugging me… it’s too low in comparison to my desk, and thus I don’t like it.

Current Mood: frustrated